Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Wednesday, 6 May 2015

University of Exeter Students' Guild Teaching Awards 2015

Photo: Exeter Student's Guild 

This year I was shortlisted for 'Best Postgraduate Teacher' at the University of Exeter Student's Guild Teaching Awards. These Awards were the first of this kind to be established in the UK (2009) and remains the largest in the country. Over 1 million words in praise of teaching at the University of Exeter have been collected to date! The Guild says the awards: 
"are designed to reward and recognise the hard work of our staff to improve the student experience at the University of Exeter."
It was a shock but an obvious delight to be shortlisted for an award and I was even more pleased when on the night I found out I ranked second overall and as top in the College of Humanities.


Monica and I celebrating. Photo: Exeter Student's Guild
 The winner of the Best Postgraduate Teacher, Monica Ronchi was from the Institute of Arabic and Islamic Studies and from meeting her on the night it is clear she is a passionate and enthusiastic educator (as well as a fun colleague and decent human being!). It is likely that we would not have met should the event have not brought us as PGR teachers into the same venue and given us a  few glasses of wine. 


Wine is important, but getting academics together to celebrate is equally vital. Too often gatherings are based around thematic intellectual ideas, funding allocations, interviews, departmental meetings and not around personal achievements and passion. These Teaching Awards brought together a group of people who share an interest outside of books, in the world, with real people and their lives. It was great! 

However nice the accolade of being shortlisted is, it was the ethos behind this event that made me feel proud of the teaching that I have undertaken this term. It is perhaps the only event I have encountered in five years at Exeter involving academic staff at the university that looks at teaching as its focus, not an add-on, a must-do, a grin-at-bear-it task in academia. It got me thinking about my own research around 'value', as it was an event driven by the optional and qualitative impressions of the students themselves. There was no clear criteria or targets to hit, many of the people nominated expressed their surprise at being there at all. 

GTAs or Postgraduate Teachers can sometimes get a bad rap, but as a result of the awards this year academic within the College sent round emails thanking each and every PhD student who contributes to the teaching within the college. This is a step in the right direction. The more positivity around teaching the better. Teaching in Higher Education shouldn't be seen as a chore, but an opportunity. The Teaching Awards offers the chance of valuation on a different scale, and one which I am happy to subscribe fully to. Impact can be measured in lots of ways, but the impact of teaching practises on people in the classroom is certainly one which deserves recognition and further thought.

Check out the full list of Winners and Runners Up here


Students and colleague Chloe Preedy (Penryn Campus) alongside myself and Richard representing the English Department across two campuses at the awards. Photo: Exeter Student's Guild
Photo: Exeter Student's Guild



Friday, 17 April 2015

How to Give up / Quit Facebook - how to live in social oblivion and still be happy.



Today I have made a decision that I am no longer going to consider myself as an active participant or user of Facebook. Ironically, perhaps, I feel the need to share this on the internet but hope that the thinking I have done around this may be of some value to others. 

I spend a great deal of my day, as an academic, at my desk, online. I have for the past five years considered browsing Facebook as a part of this process. It has been a habit. It's a destination for procrastination. It has made me feel connected, and it has been an escape from the sometimes isolating nature of a PhD. However, I have come to realise over the past few months that, for me, it is a bad habit, a boring source of procrastination, and a useless way of staying in touch with my dearest friends across the world. Instead of feeling connected to people, I believe that Facebook has made me feel increasingly lonely.

The thing is, I am not lonely. I am content with my life outside of the internet.  But this continual network of abstracted friends has a strange effect on my brain. The continual baggage of a thousand other people's lives is a strain on me. It's my fault: I am an overthinker. I imagine you can tell... Perhaps for some people the use of Social Media is fun, but I worry, I compare, I am frustrated, I judge myself. This is not a healthy or happy thing to do. 

But, giving up a habit is hard. Especially when nearly everyone you know is also involved in the habit you want to lose. As an academic-  I began this process with a research question - how does one go about giving up a  ubiquitous social media site?  There are a few options.


How to Quit


1) Cold Turkey - deactivate / just stop
2) Limit your time on Facebook - start at a few times a day, then once, then less and less time (I am down to five minutes a day on my computer, but browse like a brainless idiot on my phone for hours)
3) Limit the ways you access Facebook - i.e no more emails and no more phone notifications (This I have done - to little effect)

Like most people trying to quit a habit, I have several recurrent excuses to stop quitting entirely. These (in the order they frequently occur to me) are as follows:



How to Talk yourself out of Quitting


1) I might miss out on invitations to parties
2) I will lose friendships that I don't want to lose
3) I will miss out on important things / salacious gossip
4) It's weird not to have Facebook,  I don't want to be weird
5) I don't know what else to do when I am bored

These are valid concerns but one's that I am assured by my non-Facebook friends that I will get over / survive. Some of my closest friends do not use Facebook and so that gives me hope that there is life beyond the like...

I've decided to make an opposite list, of the excuses / benefits for quitting instead. This is something that I haven't done before, as I have always seen Facebook as the default option. So here goes:


Reasons I am going to stop using Facebook:


1) It is a royal waste of time

50% of Facebook's users log on everyday. On average people spend 20 minutes of day on Facebook. If I am honest about it, I nearly always spend more time than that, due to my mobile devices. 



2) It does not make me happy

Check out this research by Italian scholars Fabio Sabatini and Francesco Sarracino for detailed research about 'Online networks and subjective well being' click here for academic article

3) I feel a pressure to share information about my successes, but it paints a half-picture of my life

It is all very well putting on a public performance, as culture insists, but how far are we taking tese ideas with social media? See Aaron Balick's blog here for his interesting analysis of 'false self' in the tradition of D. W Winnicott and Jung's 'persona'. Getting good feelings from ‘likes’ is a weird kind of Pavlovian model of valuation.

4) Who cares about anyone else’s parties?

If I wasn't invited or couldn't be there - why do I need to see the pictures? 

5) I do not need to use social media to connect with my friends

I have email, I have a phone, texting, Skype, I even have paper! I have air and space and time. I have coffee bars, I have pubs. Communication will still occur. I currently keep in touch with friends in the US just fine despite not being on Facebook. Facebook makes 'staying in touch' seem easier, but how connected are you when you are simply liking a status? You cannot carry everyone with you always. It is exhausting. The people who matter will continue to be my friend regardless of continual updates.

6) I am drawn into conversations that I am not a part of, nor do I want to be

Facebook algorithms are complicated, but draw on the idea that the flashy and shoutier the message, the more attention it will get. See Elan Morgan (here) on the 'Like' algorithm. I find myself reading posts of people I don't like because they are ranty, have a comment war, or are irritating. That is just bizarre. 

7) I spend time thinking about people I would not even talk to in real life

There are people I 'stalk' who I never really knew. You know, leftovers from a part-time job, school, a crazy gig. Why is this a good use of time? What kind of compulsion is that? If you translate the process to real life, its plain creepy. 

8) It interrupts my creativity and academic thinking and creates a web of endless distraction

When you see something online it leaves a trace, it lingers, you do not read and move on. Some days I feel my mind full of useless things. I am distracted from real-life, from the people that I love. This idea is seen mostly in parenting columns and books. The distracted generation is here - screen-led and absent. There have been some powerful comebacks to this problem - Gary Turk's video: see 'Look Up' video here is one among many. Time Magazine offers a chilling read in 'Wired for Distraction: Kids and Social Media' of a continuous distractedness. 

9) I cannot communicate effectively on Facebook

I wouldn't dream of sharing pain, worries or drama on Facebook. There are jokes that don't come off right online. Nothing is private. You can't see if someone is really happy or just pretending to be fine. Facebook is not who I am. See Forbes on Communication: here

10) I want to be happy in myself, and this does not come from comparison to others

This is a problem offline as well as online, but is accentuated by Facebook. But seeing friends on beautiful beaches whilst you are struggling to write and are bored and stressed is not conducive to happy feelings. People only share their best selves online, and therefore it is easy to create unrealistic images of other people's lives. We all feel sad and frustrated sometimes, but social media offers no place for such behaviour. I want to be happy, and don't need an unrealistic standard to match up to. 



I would love to hear about other people's views and opinions - comment below or via the 'get in touch' button! 


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Tuesday, 24 September 2013

Conference Paper from 'Theorising the Popular' Conference at Liverpool Hope

 This post is a copy of a paper which I gave at my very first conference this summer. It was part of the fourth international Theorizing the Popular Conference held at Liverpool Hope University(details here). I am pleased to have given my first paper and include it in full. As a result of being designed to be read aloud, it is chatty in tone, but I hope that you enjoy having a read! 

In an age of austerity cuts, it seems that everything that does not produce immediate profits is subject to scrutiny and squeezes. Higher Education and more specifically, humanities departments are under pressure.
 In this paper I will focus on one specific discipline within the broader field of the humanities. I feel that the situation facing English is one that speaks to all humanities subjects to some extent; the ideas may be extrapolated across the wider field. The nature of my project makes it is difficult not to relate to personal experience. Watching the stresses within an English Department as a graduate student – I feel I have a stake in conversations about the future of English.

I am compelled to understand the social situation surrounding me. I would like to understand how Higher Education appears to those who are not engaged within the internal affairs. By this I mean people who aren’t policy makers and people who aren’t humanities scholars. To do this I have turned to popular culture. Not only is it far less boring than governmental white papers, it also offers a source that is far more widely encountered. This paper features a BAFTA winning film Educating Rita and a contemporary TV sitcom Fresh Meat that presents different representations of the contemporary English Academic.

Before looking at these examples, I will briefly outline the current situation of English departments within Higher Education in the cold light of day.

Our situation is one in which the effects of irreversible decisions of policy makers are being felt in universities across the country. The government’s Independent Review of Higher Education and Student Finance, commonly known as The Browne Report of 2010 is a substantial milestone in the history of Higher Education.  It poses permanent changes to the way in which education is financed, but also the way in which specific disciplines are evaluated as worthwhile. It ensured privatization and the construction of an inter-university competitive market with a subsequent raise of tuition fees. 
There is an atmosphere of growing concern amongst humanities scholars as the reputation of universities is increasingly based on numerical tables and visible research income. The word impact dominates discussions of value in Higher Education. There is anxiety as to how the humanities can substantiate their worth in these empirical terms.

As you may be aware, Martha Nussbaum is a leading voice in the defense of the humanities, and she argues that to attract funding “Impact” is the buzzword of the day”. Nussbaum is clear to establish that and “by impact the government clearly means above all economic impact”.

Nussbaum is by no means alone in her complaint. Many have defended the value of the discipline of English in a similar style. They focus on the economic language of governmental white papers, the depressing numerical data surrounding the funding allocation and the limiting parameters of RAE assessment criteria as the subject of their complaint.

 I want to attempt an alternative approach that might reinstate some optimism in an evaluation of English.


Today my method defends the disciplines through qualities that we possess as scholars of the humanities. This is not a paper tackling economics. I am not going to offer a five-point plan to ensure English remains valuable in years to come.

Instead I’d like to make use of the skills integral to our understanding of English. I will use an analysis of popular culture to expand the current debate in our own terms... these are less black and white than policy papers, and open up many new areas of discussion.

I am currently interested in the most popular representations of scholarship that I can find. At the moment I have limited these representations to fictional portraits but in time I look forward to engaging with real-life “sensational” scholars such as the renowned Mary Beard.

In short, I don’t want to play the game of economics with the policy makers. That way we are only set to lose.

Let’s try playing a game that we are good at. Let’s play by our own rules.

English scholars are good at close reading cultural artifacts and drawing conclusions. Let’s read representations of ourselves.

To clarify: I’m seeking an appropriate criteria for assessment. What I would like to see is the preservation of an environment in which academics are able to work on what they are interested in, through the ambition of intellect and not insurance of financial support.

Whilst I remain continually positive that it should be possible to earn a good living as a humanities scholar, I am sure that I am not alone in feeling that it is a life choice rather than a career choice. Professor Catherine Belsey describes scholarship in the humanities as:  “a vocation and not a career path and if you want to make lots of money, go get a job”

Humanities scholars are passionate about what they do. We’re prone to near-obsessive dedication to task and choose coffee and a red pen over a normal sleep pattern.
If we as individuals treat humanities scholarship in this unquantified, endless and vocational way – why should the defenses of our disciplines engage solely with economic debates? If institutional frameworks only enable a valuation in terms of tangible profit and loss, then our work is clearly being mis-represented.

 
Popular culture opens an alternative field of representations and valuation. But a warning. The two examples I have chosen today offer caricatures of English scholars. They are stereotypes and provide no role models. But that’s not the point. My two portraits represent the humanities scholar from a popular and not policy-making perspective.

My questions are: what if we look at the situation from a different perspective? What values do others perceive in the humanities disciplines? And what are the weaknesses in the contemporary English department as perceived in popular culture?

I am using cultural stereotypes of English academics as a fun house mirror, to expose the neglected plusses but also capture the unattractive clichés of humanities scholarship.

As I mentioned at the start of my talk, I’m going to use examples from
Educating Rita (released in 1983) directed by Lewis Gilbert starring Michel Caine and Julie Walters


And Fresh Meat (first aired in 2011) which is an on-going popular comedy drama on Channel 4.


Firstly I want to look at the setting of the Universities portrayed in each example, before looking more closely at the represented English scholars within.

Both Fresh Meat and Educating Rita are set at fictional universities. Most likely, the filmmaker doesn’t want a hefty libel lawsuit and fictionalisation allows for a greater freedom of expression.

In Educating Rita, we are informed that the University is in located Liverpool, when in fact it was filmed in Trinity College Dublin. Choosing Trinity might break the geographical authenticity of the film however it is a wise choice in terms of stereotypical university setting. As you can see from the still I have captured from Google Maps – the university boasts lots of typical features. There are quads with manicured grass and there are ominous stone, dare I suggest Ivory, towers.

I have overlaid a still from Educating Rita in the oval shape, showing Rita entering the university for the first time. The overlap from the 2013 image shows how little has changed in 30 years. Trinity remains, at least architecturally, a self-enclosed world unchanging in modern life. 


Similarly Fresh Meat is set at the entirely invented Manchester Medlock. However the set in this case, is a lot closer to home.
 



Here you see a still from Fresh Meat and a photograph of the John Hughes building at Manchester Met taken from Twitter.

  

Here the main characters from the sitcom joking in the Student union bar.

Setting is important in representing the academic in Popular Culture: it reveals the environment in which the public expects to find the scholar of English. Whilst Fresh Meat’s Professor Tony Shales operates within a realistic modern university, filmed in 1983 Educating Rita presents a vision of the university as inaccessible. I want to focus on this idea for a short while.

 As Rita enters the insular world of Dr Frank Bryant’s office she is cut off from the outside world. Frank’s office is lined with mysterious old books and Rita physically struggles to even get into the room.  The clip introduces the first stereotype of English writers and scholars – alcoholism. Whilst playfully introduced, with a bottle of gin stashed behind ‘The Lost Weekend” it nonetheless reveals a damaging representation of English scholars.  This claim against the humanities is nothing new. Edward Gibbon attending Oxford University in 1752 regarded the college fellows as being (and I quote) ‘steeped in port and prejudice’. In Educating Rita Frank’s desire to excessively drink to escape the everyday is linked to his intellectual boredom. Throughout the film, it is a cliché that cannot be easily shook off.

The second clip from Educating Rita suggests the university is as inaccessible as a difficult door. Whilst this is a clunky metaphor it raises two important considerations. Firstly, it suggests that universities are resistant to outsiders, off limits to some people. Secondly it poses a direct challenge to the individual scholar. Rita’s scalds Frank for not getting round to doing anything. Frank postpones practical change. Not only does the university architecture seemingly act as an agent of obstruction, but Frank does not care to change the situation from within.

A lot has changed since the 1980s . 1980 saw just over 68,000 people obtaining their first degree, whilst in 2011 the number was nearly 360,000.

However, Educating Rita remains one of the most famous films about English Literature and cannot be regarded as wholly outdated. On a more positive note Frank and Rita share a love of literature, and throughout the film the viewer becomes aware that it is the institution and personal circumstances not the process of scholarship that has driven Frank to alcoholism and apathy. Literature and Educating Rita prove to be his salvation.
At the beginning of the film Frank confesses to Rita:
“Between you and me and the walls,
Actually I am an appalling teacher”

However by the end of the film Frank is reminded of what it is like to be a good scholar. Rita’s final words of “Thanks” express the gratitude of having been provided not with anything specific from her education in English but instead,  “a choice”.  
I am now moving on the second trope frequently used in portraying the English scholar in popular culture. They are men. In both Fresh Meat and Educating Rita the teacher figure is male and the students female. 


 
Other examples of famous male humanties teachers in popular culture include: rivals Professor Belsey and Monty Kipps in Zadie Smith’s novel On Beauty (2005) , Humbert Humbert in Lolita and maybe can be extended as far as the paternal Dumbledore in the Harry Potter series.

From personal experience, I do not think that English in Higher Education is overly masculine. At my home institution just over 47% of Academic Staff are women within the English Department. Whilst this is not completely equal 50 – 50 balance, and the Head of English is indeed a man, I would not say that in seeking an accurate representation of English in Higher Education that the primary figure should necessarily be male.

This clip below is of Professor Tony Shales beginning an affair with a first year undergraduate student – Oregon - whom he teaches. Throughout the two series, Professor Shales is never shown teaching anything - instead we follow his tragic personal life. Adultery is his clichéd stereotype, which persists to the last. Tony remains conscious of his wife’s superiority in the academic sphere. His sense of personal inadequacy is the motivating factor for him seeking an intimate relationship with the adoring Oregon. 


 
Certainly this is a sad portrait of the English Professor, and is by no means a model to be followed. Like Frank in Educating Rita the representation is not an ideal, and is in fact fraught with feelings of failure.

It is interesting to note that Professor Jean Shales (Tony’s wife) engages more actively in the running of the college, teaching, and in this clip in a public interview on a seemingly prestigious sounding Radio programme. In her field, at least from her husband’s jealous perspective she is a successful scholar. 


IN CONCLUSION

In my two examples, the criticism rallied against scholars concerns personal choices and does not challenge intrinsic value. In Fresh Meat the English students are portrayed as enjoying studying most of the time, which contrasts greatly with the trainee dentist and the geologists who loathe their education. Educating Rita extolls the virtues of being able to make an informed choice, which is obtained from humanistic thinking. Whilst some of the individual actions are unsavoury, all hope is not lost!

An analysis of cultural representations of English scholars opens the discussion in which there is an external judgment aside from Higher Education policy.

 My assertion is that by reading Popular Culture aspirations concerning the future of English scholarship may be newly articulated. Fresh Meat and Educating Rita present a complicated picture of scholarship within society. They emphasize that personal choices and institutional practices of the scholars and the students affects the end result.

 
 In Fresh Meat and Educating Rita pressures of funding allocations are not present. There are good and bad scholars. Good teachers and bad teachers. They are judged on a qualitative, and not quantatitive scale.

Let’s not live up to the depressing stereotypes of English scholars in popular culture. The art of English has long involved interpretation, so perhaps its time to practice this skill upon ourselves.